I need this on my blog again. It’s become my favourite post. It’s just myself, in a nutshell.
I love how deliciously fucking psychotic this is.
This reminds me of selfharm. How at first it seems kinda strange. Then you start. And at first it seems like you have control. Then it fucking engulfs you.
I can’t get over how much I feel like I relate to this.
Neither of us wants that.
I want control and eager obedience.
You want structure, security, and freedom from decisions.
Stop pretending this is new or scary or uncomfortable or weird or forbidden.
Submit to me, immediately and completely.
I’m taking it all, girl.